“Anxiety makes you sit there and overthink every single thing. At times it makes you think people in your life are leaving you. You begin to feel abandoned, and not worth anything because the most important person/people in your life don’t want you. So you push away for fear of being hurt. You push them away so they can’t discard you or leave you. When in reality, nobody was ever leaving. Anxiety this bad makes you leave the one you love. It sucks.”
“Having anxiety in relationships… Is double checking messages to make sure you read them right. Getting jealous easily. Fear of not being annoying. Fear of being un-attached. Fear of being clingy. Worrying so much you lose sleep. Having nightmares of losing them. Needing a constant reminder that they love you and are going to stay. Tight hand holding. Cuddles. Personal Space. It’s not called being an over protecting girlfriend or boyfriend. It’s called having relationship anxiety.”
“The problem with depression is: you know you’ll be ok, but you still feel awful You know people love you, but it doesn’t feel like they do. You know doing something will make you feel better, but you just don’t know how to. You want to be well, but you just can’t seem to get there.”
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Everything seems to be exhausting me, not matter how much sleep or how much coffee I drink or how long I lie down, something inside me seems to have given up. My soul is tired.”